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Cold and Bitter Girl EP

by Vonnie Kyle

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1.
How did I get here, My hands crossed upon my chest Laid out in flowers And in my favorite dress But truthfully, Your eulogy is moving me But pinch me, I'm awake It's not, not, not a funeral And I don't want to make a scene This is not, not my funeral Don't you close the lid on me My heart, my brain, my muscles, Wisdom atrophy So excuse my uselessness But don't you bury me You hold my hand, It's stiff again But that's what happens When the cold sets in No it's not, not, not a funeral And I don't want to make a scene This is not, not my funeral Don't you close the lid on me Never felt so helpless In a place of so much peace A few moments of silence As I feel you watching me My heart's still running But you can't detect a beat Because when I pulled the trigger it set me free When I pulled the trigger it set me free When I pulled the trigger it set me free When I pulled the trigger I felt so.... It's not, not, not a funeral And I don't want to make a scene No this is not, not my funeral Don't you close the lid on me...
2.
Oh my god, I've never been So thirsty before When all of the lemonade's spilled All over the floor Yeah, I can still feel My teeth are aching from cold Like something's got a hold Of my stupid pretty little mouth My stupid, tongue-tied, never-thought-out This stupid silly little mouth of mine I think that I need to think About getting some help Because if I can't solve this Then maybe the doctors can tell Yeah, well, Maybe they'll say that They'll just fix me surgically And pull my favorite memories Or just that I should shut my mouth My stupid, angry, just can't calm down Just shut this pretty little mouth of mine Maybe I can't hear you talking now And maybe I don't want to think That you're happier now And I know it's strange, But it makes me feel better To picture you just getting older and madder And I like to say these mean things out loud And I don't know why I won't back down With this stupid, silly, little mouth of mine Yeah this stupid, pretty little mouth My broken-hearted, beaten-down This stupid, silly, little mouth of mine
3.
He won't allow himself to despise her She's attacking, Though it makes him all the wiser No one's leaving completely unharmed Just when her saccharine love eats through The walls around his heart He knows he's got something left to guard It don't matter, We just are what we are He says you'll never take me alive Not this time Because all you have is more than you deserve And I'll never put up such a fight over pride I won't stand here You're a cold and bitter girl I am flawed, I am human And I make mistakes that are all mine I am scarred and I have proven my worth So where's mine? And you, you, you You cut me down but I'm not falling unarmed Yeah, you'll never take me alive Not this time Because all you have is more than you deserve And I'll never put up such a fight over pride No I won't stand here in your cold and bitter world Let's pretend we're not angry Just 'cause we're in love What's the difference if it's only just one of us Saying who is this monster who'll watch me die Yeah, who is this monster With me here by the riverside? You will lose yourself in line 'Til you lose your mind You will lose yourself in line 'Til you lose your mind You will lose yourself in line 'Til you lose your mind Well you'll never take me alive Not this time Because all you have is more than you deserve And I'll never put up such a fight over pride No, I won't stand here in your cold and bitter world No, no I won't stand here in your cold and bitter world Oh, no I won't stand here in your cold and bitter world
4.
Cherry Barbs 03:42
Tell me your forgiveness is all in kindness Lie, lie, lie, lie to me I'll walk away if we strike a bargain It's fine, fine, fine, finally Pull your hand from the fire And drop it entirely It's coming back now to haunt me The monster inside of me Any and all survivors Standing in line with me All, all, all, all surviving Hearts on the table with moscato and nicotine You can help yourself to anyone in the room And if you're feeling angry then Just do what you do But if somebody tells you to run, Don't wait Somebody once told me, When you're staring down the barrel If they hold their weapon steady You can hear them being careful Because you can't aim at a person's heart When it's always so unstable But you swim around it like cherry barbs On a sharp and winding cable And so all my criers The lovers who won't be shamed And all my believers in promises never made When it's so long from now And nobody knows their name Just a forgotten face In a half-empty bottle of jäg

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released August 29, 2017

Recorded at the Hideaway Studios in Minneapolis in Spring 2015
Tracks 1 and 2 mixed by Brett Bullion
Tracks 3 and 4 mixed by Joe Mabbott
Mastered by Huntley Miller

Vonnie Kyle - Vocals, guitar
Cole Mickelson - Guitar
Juan Carlos Mendez - Guitar
Aaron Thielen - Bass
Colin McCowan - Drums

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